Diplomacy skills came in handy today after facing this powerful person.
There is this person in my life who has been working on my last nerve and it's time for them to go. .. (wanted them really to be gone).. Stars told me that today is going to be the right day to tell them what i am feeling -- gently and with my trademark diplomacy skills, of course.. Should let my own compassion guide me through this tricky conversation and let them know that it's nothing personal, but I myself just need a break ( don't have to get specific as to why). Cutting out whatever is holding myself back in my life ..is liberating and healthy.. So what do you think about it?. Uhm, but there is also this big problem, and that is, i just can't explain to this another person how i feel, how i hate to be treated this way. I know, it's crazy! Maybe i am just too much afraid to take the risk right after what may happen?. well, i have seen this movie this afternoon. I can really relate. Because we do have absolutely the same character of the girl on the movie. Though, different situation. But still the same. And it's insane! ! It's not that i want to be different. It is just I don't see the point of trying to be like everyone else.
Besides, we all have different backgrounds and point of views. Different fav. colors and perceptions. So that's it. I dont mean that, all i can do is to bottle up my emotions with me. But, im ok after blowing everything on my journal notebook. Free writing can ease the pain.. It can make me feel better. . And when i look up to the sky and music of course!.. they just make me feel calm.. though sometimes i just have to cry out loud. (it's normal) ayt? life of mine is totally different. . and very crazy. . ME living on a Bitter Sweet World. . Trying to cut out edges..
There is this person in my life who has been working on my last nerve and it's time for them to go. .. (wanted them really to be gone).. Stars told me that today is going to be the right day to tell them what i am feeling -- gently and with my trademark diplomacy skills, of course.. Should let my own compassion guide me through this tricky conversation and let them know that it's nothing personal, but I myself just need a break ( don't have to get specific as to why). Cutting out whatever is holding myself back in my life ..is liberating and healthy.. So what do you think about it?. Uhm, but there is also this big problem, and that is, i just can't explain to this another person how i feel, how i hate to be treated this way. I know, it's crazy! Maybe i am just too much afraid to take the risk right after what may happen?. well, i have seen this movie this afternoon. I can really relate. Because we do have absolutely the same character of the girl on the movie. Though, different situation. But still the same. And it's insane! ! It's not that i want to be different. It is just I don't see the point of trying to be like everyone else.
Besides, we all have different backgrounds and point of views. Different fav. colors and perceptions. So that's it. I dont mean that, all i can do is to bottle up my emotions with me. But, im ok after blowing everything on my journal notebook. Free writing can ease the pain.. It can make me feel better. . And when i look up to the sky and music of course!.. they just make me feel calm.. though sometimes i just have to cry out loud. (it's normal) ayt? life of mine is totally different. . and very crazy. . ME living on a Bitter Sweet World. . Trying to cut out edges..
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